pillow talk

I don't remember when was the last time I had a pillow talk with Michelle and Yi Tyeng. We went to pasar malam together last night. Met up with Hsiu Li and Christabel. Bought some food. Not very special to me. As usual, pasar malam's food is always more expensive, oily, fattening etc. There wasn't mucn entertainmentas well but I sat there talking to Yi Tyeng, Yijia and Christabel for quite some time. After sending Christabel home, it was almost 10pm. Had a short conversation with Tasha and Yi Tyeng. That made me indecisive again. Sigh~ I can never plan my future by myself and that's terrible. Anyone out there who's willing to guide me? Our conversation stopped but I was still in Yi Tyeng's room, talking about the issue. Michelle came home and joined us. Guess what? We talked for hours until it was almost 4am. I felt sleepy in the middle of the conversation but I still tried my best to stay awake and continued our pillow talk. Girls can really talk a lot. We shared a lot of stuff and got to know more about each other. From the pillow talk last night, I knew something is not right with me and it can be serious in some cases. Hence, I must go for a check-up when I go back to Malaysia. Hopefully everything will be fine. Well, pillow talk is fun but I'm so tired right now. I'm yearning for a long vacation now. Can I don't sit for final exams? I just love to escape from reality and I don't know why. >_<