Friday, March 30, 2007

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I’ve just read Billy’s blog. He talked about his current life in India and what he saw there. He also commented on MAS. Better be more careful when u blog, Billy. You may get charged for insulting them.

The sad part:

Back to his blog on India. I started to feel guilty. I pity those people living in India. They have to work as hard as possible to earn money for their living. I strongly agree that money equals to life to them. Even little kids have to get involved in the world in India. Women had to work at construction site. You’ll never see this happen in Malaysia. I felt really sad about the ordeal that they are experiencing. Tears began to build up in my eyes and my heart ached when I continued to read his blog. I’ve been enjoying my life here in Perth while Billy should be here in Australia to study his medicine course. Why didn’t JPA let him to be here instead of India?? He really should be as he’s much smarter compared to me. He’s a PTS student back in Malaysia and got excellent result in PMR and SPM. If it wasn’t for him, I won’t be me today. He was the one who listened to me whenever I face any problems. He was the one who gave me useful advices when I need them. All in all, he’s a great friend and I really hope that he’ll be fine in India because India sounds not-so-good to me. It’s like I can’t expect much from that country. Maybe more delicious roti canai and spicy food? Oh yea. Indians always dance in the movie. I bet they love dancing very much. I certainly can’t dance like them. I’m like so static. =P And the drivers are like racing with each other. I can see that from Amazing Race and also movies. Driving recklessly is no good ok?? Have to think of others’ lives. Their lives are in your hand man!!!! You have no right to take away their lives like that!!!!

The disgusting part:

The cadaver part. Eeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate it. They said that pharmacy students have to deal with cadavers too. Argh!!!! What the hell??? I thought pharmacy doesn’t have any connection with cadaver. Sigh!!! I thought that pharmacy is all about medicine medicine medicine. =P

Funny thing about me:

People got kinda shocked when I told them that I don’t take medicine because I can’t swallow the tablet. I don’t know why but I just can’t. I tried several times before but to no avail. I think that it’s because psychologically, I’m afraid that I’ll get choked and die. Haha!! Stupid right?? After listening to the lectures for Pharmaceutics, I got to know that they are like so many different kinds of medicines that the pharmacists can make. For instance, lollipop, candies, liquid etc. sigh~ my mom always asks me to swallow the tablet. I just can’t. In the end, she crushed the tablet into powder form for me. Haha!! I’m kinda hard to deal with. After that, I’ll have to add some water so it won’t be that powdery. Haha!! Weird right?? What to do?? That’s me. Hehe!!!

ENJOY THE EASTER BREAK GUYS!!!!! Cheers~!! (^-^)v

weirdo

Things are getting weird.

WHY???

Because we finished or chemistry and pharmbio lab earlier and that never happened before.
However, our lab supervisor said that the last lab is gonna be complex. When she says that it's complex, I don't think I can handle it.

Hope to enjoy my Easter break. How I wish I can arrange my time to study and play. I got exam during the break. Sigh~ Better study hard and get a good mark. =P

Congrats to my dearest friend who finally made it to where she's supposed to go. I'm so proud of you, gal. =) So, all the best to you again. I'll be there to support you. (^-^)v

Thursday, March 29, 2007

It's Not Goodbye (Laura Pausini)


Now what if I never kiss your lips again
or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there’s no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me
but till it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
somewhere out there you're thinking of me

Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
and rise above when the rain falls down
But its so hard to be strong
when you've been missing somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
but time takes time and I can't hold on
so wont you try as hard as you can
to put my broken heart together again

Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye


**this is basically the lyrics for this song... very meaningful... a nice song... =)

got this from my bro's blog...

Sunday, March 25, 2007

The Quiet World

I saw this, and love can exist in a quiet world indeed.
I love you Baby Jerry.
You ask if I shall love you always,
My answer would be .. 'til the end of days.

I bring forward ladies and gentlemen:

The Quiet World


In an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
the government has decided to allot
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.

When the phone rings, I put it
to my ear without saying hello.
In the restaurant I point
at chicken noodle soup. I am
adjusting well to the new way.

Late at night, I call my long
distance lover and proudly say
I only used fifty-nine today.
I saved the rest for you.

When she doesn't respond, I know
she's used up all her words
so I slowly whisper I love you,
thirty-two and a third times.
After that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.
-- Jeffrey McDaniel

"It's not always about what others can do for you, it's about what you can do for others." --
me Posted by PujutEngineered

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

f.a.t.

sneezylingweng will become fatter in a short period of time because:

1. she never exercises (always give excuses)

2. she always eats non-stop and a large portion (she eats more rice than Michelle)

3. she buys a lot of food (from oriental store, coles, woolsworth, etc.)

4. she likes oily food (fish n chip, wedges,etc.)

5. she never tries to control her diet (not rational enough)

6. she always think of eating during midnight (FOOD FOOD FOOD)

7. she always eats sweet stuff (glucose --> carbohydrate --> FAT)

8. she eats in a fast pace (feels hungry easier)

9. she never tries to keep fit (though it's important)

10. she always hypnotises herself that she's fat and getting fatter (I'M FAT!! I'M FAT!!)

cold

all i wanna say now is.......

IT'S FREAKKKKKIIINNNGGGGGG COOOOOOLDDDDDD NOWWWWWW!!!!!!!

this is only AUTUMN.....

what about WINTER????????

sigh~

Sunday, March 18, 2007

robin dear robin

watched Robin Hood : Men in Tights

extremely funny

laughed non-stop

ate popcorn

enjoyed the movie

=)

tagged

ok i've been tagged by Yijia and i seriously don't like this but since it's Yijia, I'll just do it.

Q1: 如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼?What will you do when you see your loved one deep in slumber just in front of you?
watch him in the shortest distance and observe every part of his face and give him a gentle kiss... =)

Q2: 寫首自己最最喜愛的歌?What is your favourite song?
i dont have a particular song now...

Q3: 當你最不知道穿什麼顏色的時候,你會選擇什麼顏色When you do not know what colour of cloth to wear, what colour would you choose?
white.. simple and nice...

Q4: 2006年你最後悔的一件事是什麼?What is your worst guilt in year 2006?
not studying hard enough to get a better result... =(

Q5: 曾經有過最被感動的事是什麼?What is the most touching event for you so far?
cant think of any now….

Q6: 比較喜歡爸爸還是媽媽?Do you like Daddy or Mummy more?
sorry but i love both of them very much... muaks muaks...

Q7: 你最想要的5樣東西是什麼What are the 5 things you want most?
family, friends, excellent result, love, money...

Q8: 最後一次發自內心的笑是什麼時候:When was the last time you smile/laugh to yourself?
when my friend (wee) said that he's skipping with his skippin rope just now(9pm something in Malaysia)

Q9: 如果給你一個機會去世界上任何一個地方旅行,是哪里?Given a chance to go on a tour anywhere around the world, where would your destination be?
taiwan, hongkong, japan, korea.. aiyak.. ahve to choose one.. but i dont care...

Q10: 如果時間能倒流你希望回到哪一天:If you could turn back time, which day would you choose to return to?
15 sept 1987.. when i was still a cute little baby... when i brought happiness into my family...

Q11: 最想實現的三個願望是什麼?What are the 3 wishes you want materialised most?
gain happiness forever, family members always happy and healthy, get excellent results in curtin…

Q12: 我在你眼裏什麼樣?How do you view me (Yj)?
a gal who loves to sleep and eat a lot but never gain fat (too thin).... and a gal who always pek chek with anything...

Q13: 如果讓你擁有一種超能力,你願意擁有什麼呢?為什麼?What special power do you want?
never thought of that.. haha.. maybe think fast???

Q14: 最喜歡哪部電影?Which is your favourite movie?
hmmm... cant think now….

Q15: 與喜歡的人見面,想要穿成什麼樣?What would you dress up as when going on a date?
casual.. jeans and t-shirt…

Q16. 你喜不喜歡我?Do you like me (Yj)?
yea... because u bring happiness into my life...

Q17: 如何向喜歡的人表白?How to confess to the person you admire?
dont ever do that....

Q18: 如果你愛的人不愛你怎麼辦?What happens if you experience unrequited love?
like what yijia said.. what can i do?? think about him for few months and try to forget him after that...

Q19: 你會選擇having *** before marriage嗎?Will you have pre-marital sex?
dont think so...

Q20: 世界末日,你會倖存,並且你可以救一個人,你會怎麼做?Come doomsday, you will survive and are allowed to save only 1 person, what would you do?
my mom...

Q21: 你在乎別人看你的眼光嗎?會為了眾人的反對放棄自己想要的東西或人嗎?Are you bothered by what others think of you? Will you forsake something/someone you like just because the people around you show disapproval?
depends... but mostly i'll listen to others' opinion... however, i still make the decision...

Q22: 想要擁有一個怎樣的聖誕?What kind of Christmas do you look forward to?
snow and presents... though i'm not a christian but gifts are welcomed....

Q23: 如果我們不認識。。你還想和我做朋友麼?If we did not know each other, would you still want to befriend me (Yj)?
of course... coz you are a great friend....

Q24: 對我的第一印象和現在的感覺?What is your first impression towards me (Yj)? What is your current feeling towards me (Yj)?
cool... but you are friendly... should i say i like you?? haha...

Q25: 你約他(她)遲到多久你會等?How long will you wait if your date turns up late?
i dont know... have to experience it first and depends on weather... but if i really want to see him... why not wait for hours (less than 2 hours of course)...

Q26: 在什麼時候會想到我?When will you think of me (Yj)?
when i hear crow's sound... hehe... when i see purple and stripes clothes... when i see nike products....

Q27: 2007年最想幹什麼?What is the thing you want to do most in year 2007?
find the aim of life....

Q28: 如果有天你死了,希望是什麼死法?How would you like to die?
i have no idea....

Q29: 如果你愛的人沒錢,你還會嫁給他麼?還是找個愛你而且很有錢的人?(男生,你愛的人不是處女你還會娶她並且一如既往的愛她嗎?)If the person you love is poor, will you marry him?(For guys: If the person you love is not a virgin, will you marry her?)
we can work together to earn money and support our family as long as there's love between us...

Q30: 朋友到底是怎樣的?Define a friend.
a person who loves, supports, helps, cares about, listens to me.... a person who will never ever abandon me...

Q31: 如何拒絕追求你的人?How to reject someone who is pursuing you?
say that i dont have feeling towards him... let's just be friends...

Q32: 最想做什麼動物?What animal would you like to be?
a white rabbit...

Q33: 如果你和你現在的女(男)朋友在路上碰到你以前的女(男)朋友,你會怎麼辦??If you and your current date meets an ex, what will you do?
say hi and ask how is he doing now and bye....

Q34: 覺得一直和一個人呆在一起會有一天厭倦嗎?(朋友或戀人)Will you feel bored being with the same person all the time?
maybe sometimes?? but still okla...

Q35: 鬱悶的時候怎麼辦?What do you do when you are bored?
watch tv/online/sms/listen to songs

Q36: 最適合你發呆的地方?What is the best place for you to day-dream?
curtin...

Q37: 你心目中理想的愛人是什麼樣子呢?How is your ideal partner like?
thin, tall, caring, kind etc...

Q38: 你相信一見鍾情還是日久生情啊?Do you believe in love at first sight or love established after a considerable of time being together?
dont really believe in love at first sight... i think that love is established after a considerable of time being together..

Q39: 在你的生命中,是友情勝過愛情,還是愛情勝過友情?為什麼?Is friendship more important than love relationship or the other way round? Why?
friendship... we can find love in friendship too....

Q40: 最想要的公司福利是怎麼樣的?What is the thing you want most from company welfare?
more fun, less work....

Q41: 願意離開家到很遠的地方去追尋幸福嗎?Are you willing to go far away from home in search of happiness?
like what yijia said,we can find happiness at home... but i'll get married someday (hopefully) and that's my happiness....

Q42: 你在大家面前和自己一個人時,差別有多大?How much different are you when you are in public compared to when being alone?
alone is quiet, public is talkative

Q43: 下面兩樣你更喜歡哪個?雪山還是大海Which do you prefer? Snowy mountain or the ocean?
ocean...

Q44: 你最崇拜誰,理由?Who do you admire most?
dont know eh....

Q45: 如果胡錦濤讓位給你...你想如何改造中國?If Hu Jintao relinquishes his post for you, how would you transform China?
i dont know who's that.. but sounds familiar...

Q46: 如果你坐在一個面朝大海的窗前,有一個寫字臺,上面有一張紙一支筆,你想寫給誰,寫些什麼?You are facing an ocean with a writing desk on which a pen and a piece of paper are placed. Who would you write to? What would you be writing about?
to all my loved ones... I LOVE YOU ALL.....

Q47: 迄今為止,你幹過最尷尬的事是什麼?So far, what have you done that proves to be most embarrassing?
recently, in pharmaceutics tutorial.. yijia knows that...

Q48: 假如能讓你選擇兩個日期(出生和死亡) 你會分別選擇哪一天If you were to choose between your birth date and death date, which one would it be?
what does this mean? i blur blur..

Q49: 你覺得曖昧是一種幸福嗎?
maybe...

Q50: 你覺得跟我認識是相見恨早還是相見恨早?
what's this??

Q51: 你被我點名的時侯,有咩感覺??What did you feel when you found out you are being tagged?
initially was excited... but getting tired answering so many questions in a day...

Q52: 可以變身的話希望變成什麼?What would you want to be if you can transform yourself into anything?
a pretty and cute girl??? haha...

Q53: 你覺得男人跟狗這兩種生物,有沒有什麼差異之處?Are there any differences between dogs and guys?
dogs bark and guys talk??

Q54: 你覺得呢個世界奸人多定好人多呢?咁點算好呀?Do you think there are more good or bad people in this world? How should it be like?
I have no idea la.. I hope the good one are more than the bad one...

Q55: 如果你有10蚊澳門幣會做d乜?What will you do if you have AUD 10?
buy food to eat.. haha...

Q56: 形容一下中國人Describe a Chinaman.
my housemates from China are super nice and friendly.. hehe..

Q57 :: 由初戀到 e+ 最深刻係那一段感情 ??Which is the most memorable relationship you have had since your first love?
oh... erm... ??

Q58 :: 你覺得自己的異性緣強嗎 ??Do you think your attraction to the opposite sex is strong?
i dont think so.... =( there's no strong covalent bond between us...

Q59 :: 請說出一個秘密Please tell a secret.
i love to spend money to buy clothes???

Q60 :: 你認為世界上邊個最靚仔Who is the most handsome guy in the world?
WANG LEE HOM!!!!

Q61 :: 如果有機會你可以參加一次時光旅行,你會選擇回到過去還是去到未來?Would you choose to travel to the past or future?
past.. so i can control my diet and lead a healthy life since i'm still young.. hehe...

Q62: 你覺得我有咩地方需要改善的空間What do you think I (Yj) should improve on?
dont always say WTH and pek chek.. haha..

Q63. 記得我們怎樣認識嘛?情景是怎樣?形容下吧﹗How did we first meet? Please describe.
in a place called INTEC..

Q64. 想過一個怎樣的生日?What kind of birthday do you wish to have?
romantic atmosphere with candles and gifts and most importantly, my dearest family and friends....

Q65. 想做靚女(仔)定想做一個叻女(仔)? 為甚麼?Do you prefer being a pretty gal (guy) or a brilliant gal (guy)?
i'm a greedy person.. i want both.. haha...

Q66. 你有沒憎恨過人?Have you ever hated anyone?
of course la... i have feelings ok??

Q67. 有無暗戀過人?
again... i have feelings....

Q68.你見到女仔著姣婆粉有咩感覺,咁男仔呢??
my chinese is a bit poor... dont really understand the question .. haha...

Q69.你覺得我最需要咩??What do you think I (Yj) need most?
a boyfriend... haha...

Q71.你夢想係咩?What is your dream?
find my happiness soon....

Q72. 把這句的xxx給作好成一個句子"世界上最遙遠的距離,並非是生與死的距離,而是xxx"絕不能模倣張小嫻同泰戈爾的版本,世界上最遙遠的距離,並非是生與死的距離,而是...Complete this sentence: The most distant thing in this world is not death and life, but...
the distance between our hearts that were not once opened to accept each other....

Q73.九型人格測試,你係第幾型???????
where's the 9 thingy??

Q74. 請講一件我令你印象好深刻既事What is the one thing about me that leaves a strong impression in you?
keep on saying WTH and pek chek...

Q75. 一件可以令你暴走的事??
?????

Q76. 現在在你眼中的我是一個怎樣的人?What do you think of me now?
naughty yijia....

Q77. What is the one thing u hate about me?
always wear long sleeves to curtin.. haha...

Q78. Do you ever feel regretful in your life?
yes of course.. whenever i didn't study enough for exams....

OMG~ FINALLY......... i finished this... yijia yijia... how could you do this to me???? don balas dendam on me due to your pek-chekness.... =P feel so happy now.....see?? never give up then only you'll succeed.. haha...

stupid

TEO YIJIA !!!!!!!! YOU MADE ME HAD SLEEPLESS NITE DUE TO THE TAGGED THINGY!!!! I'M NOW PISSED OFF BY MY BLOGSPOT..... I FEEL LIKE HITTING SOMEONE NOW.... YOU ARE SO GONNA BE IN TROUBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO ASK YOU TO TAG ME!!!!!!!! UNTIL NOW I CANT FINISH PUTTING IN MY BLOG.................................................... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SPENT HOURS ON IT AND ENDED UP NOTHING IN MY BLOGSPOT..........

Thursday, March 15, 2007

...

so aimless now... don't know what to do.. there's a pharmaceutical biology practical tomorrow... how i wish that tomorrow is a holiday so i won't have to read through those details pertaining to the practical... so many exercises needed to be done in the lab tomorrow... in just 3 hours... maybe 3 hours is a lot for you but certainly not for me... how do you people expect me to finish everything?? i'm neither Albert Einstein nor Edison... i don't think that i can do that.. i'm seriuosly not smart enough.. do i deserve to be here?? i'm just a procrastinator who don't love to study... my table is so messy.. my brain is not functioning well... my body is not moving away from my chair... my eyes can't leave my laptop... my hands are stuck to the keyboard... my ears are not listening to mom's advices but the songs playing in my window media player... what do i need to do now??

gah~

i hate studying so much now.... we need to search for our own homework, print our own lecture notes, tutorials, practicals etc.... hate it so much... getting frustrated by CHEMISTRY... i don't know why i don't like it now.. maybe i've never like the subject before... perhaps i like chemistry back in INTEC due to Puan Syarmila, a kind and sweet lecturer.... PLeASe DON't MaKe mE DisLikE PhArmaCY!!!!! 4 more years to go man... can i survive that???? see what i'm doing now??? nothing but online and waste my time on internet...

Monday, March 12, 2007

messy mess

my table is extremely messy now...
i never let my table to be as messy as this...
never in my life...
this is the first time and...
i'm pretty sure that it won't be the last time...
this is just the beginning of first year pharmacy...
full of paper... everywhere...
hope you guys won't have nightmare after looking at this mess...
hehe...
**sweet dreams**

DREAMS


I had a nightmare followed by a sweet dream last night. WEIRD~ The nightmare was terrifying but the sweet dream was so unexpected and sweet. Only me myself will understand what actually happened in the dream. =) Kinda stupid actually. Never expected I would have such a dream. It'll all remain as a secret. I'll just keep it in my heart. Because it's unreasonable and it'll never happen.

Sunday, March 11, 2007

a piggy day


I took a 3-hours nap but Yeam said that's called a sleep instead of nap already. Haha.. I admitted that I slept too much today. I just don't know why I was so tired. Just felt like resting 'for a while'. I was supposed to go to IGA with Michelle at 6pm but I only woke up at about 630pm. So, when i woke up, I saw her cooking our dinner. We had porridge for dinner today with some vegetable. We cancelled the plan to IGA as we finished our dinner at about 730pm. Gonna go tomorrow as our stock is depleting day by day. If we don't go tomorrow, we'll have nothing to eat. =(

cook!

first time cooking fried rice...
guess what???
it tasted good...
haha...
tomatoes + potatoes + carrots + onions
Waalah~~!!
ABC soup...


cucumber + ikan bilis

simple but nice

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

~one month anniversary~

It's been a month since the first day I stepped my feet on the ground of Vickery House. It's actually a good experience to be here as I am able to be more independent. One thing that I dislike is the weather, either too hot or too cold. Hope that summer ends soon so that I don't have to suffer the extreme heat anymore. Getting more busy day by day. Not gonna talk much today as I have something to do before I sleep. Will talk about my past few days in Perth when I'm free.

Thursday, March 01, 2007

CRAZY!!!


Being a bit crazy today. I dreamt of Pan Wei Bo talking to me over the phone. So impossible. Haha!! Don't know why I got such a dream. Another thing is I borrowed a book from library today and I didn't realise that I've got the same book few days ago. So blur.

Went to KFC to have dinner with my friends and seniors. Oh GOD!!! KFC is so-not-my-favourite!!!! FATTENING!!!! OILY!!!! I couldn't stand the fat. I didn't dare to eat the skin of the chicken. We ordered Family Feast and shared among 5 of us. Hmm~ The service here is very slow. I don't know why. I thought it's supposed to be fast.

Talking about the weather here today. Super cold for me. Few days ago, it was super hot and I even sweat a lot. Weird weather. DRIZZLE and then stop, comes the SUN then DRIZZLE, SUN DRIZZLE, SUN... they really take turn to appear.