for the one and only you

This post is just for you [in blue, your favourite colour]. Although you're not here anymore, I still wanna wish u a happy birthday. Hope you're doing well in Heaven. I'm sure that everyone up there is treating you well as you're such a lovely and sweet girl. Too bad you left this world early. You have so much to learn and explore. You were so young when you left this world and I didn't get the chance to see you for the last time. I'm so sorry for that. I'll always remember 30th October 1987 as your birthday and I'll wish you a happy birthday each and every year. Forever. I promise.

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Why is it so fragile? It's like a curse. It's happening to those people around me. I feel sad to know about it. Anyway, pray that we can adapt to our new life, sooner or later.

10 Promises to My Dog

After reading the synopsis, I felt like watching 10 Promises to My Dog. Then I went to read one of its review and I decided to watch it when I have time. Seems to be a nice movie to watch. Although I'm not a dog lover, puppies are cute and lovable. I just won't adopt any, I think. =)

i lied.

This is what you'll see when you stand in front of my unit. All you need in order to get into my house is one of the student cards of those people staying in my house.

My new door knob. It's kinda troublesome to have such a high-tech door now. I can't leave my door open when I want to. I have to use a shoebox to leave it opened. How pathetic~

If anyone left his or her student card in the room, just go and get this card from the office. I had to do so even though I have my student card with me. I had to lie today to help Michelle to get her student card since she'll only return after 5pm. I personally hate liars a lot a lot a lot and I don't like to lie as well. Was a bit scared when I went to the office just now. I had to think properly what I want to say so that people won't know that I'm telling a lie. Although I lied for a reason, I still feel BAD!!!!!

happy birthday, wee!

It's your 21st birthday today! Happy birthday! I know that you're enjoying yourself in Genting now. Going back to Miri soon as well. Hope that you had a great night in the casino last night. =) Continue your sweetness with your girlfriend. Don't complain too much about her. See what she did for you? LOL~ Last but not least, may you have a special and blessed birthday this year. Enjoy yourself in Miri. Ops! Forget to thank you for being such a good friend of mine for soooooo many years. Thanks for your care and help whenever I need it. You're seriously a GREAT friend. So, don't worry! I won't forget you for the rest of my life. ^-^

random lingweng

Was doing my Chemo assignment and felt super HOT and BORED!!!

So, I went to play around with my picture. XD
I shall continue my assignment NOW.
Jia neh~

pillow talk

I don't remember when was the last time I had a pillow talk with Michelle and Yi Tyeng. We went to pasar malam together last night. Met up with Hsiu Li and Christabel. Bought some food. Not very special to me. As usual, pasar malam's food is always more expensive, oily, fattening etc. There wasn't mucn entertainmentas well but I sat there talking to Yi Tyeng, Yijia and Christabel for quite some time. After sending Christabel home, it was almost 10pm. Had a short conversation with Tasha and Yi Tyeng. That made me indecisive again. Sigh~ I can never plan my future by myself and that's terrible. Anyone out there who's willing to guide me? Our conversation stopped but I was still in Yi Tyeng's room, talking about the issue. Michelle came home and joined us. Guess what? We talked for hours until it was almost 4am. I felt sleepy in the middle of the conversation but I still tried my best to stay awake and continued our pillow talk. Girls can really talk a lot. We shared a lot of stuff and got to know more about each other. From the pillow talk last night, I knew something is not right with me and it can be serious in some cases. Hence, I must go for a check-up when I go back to Malaysia. Hopefully everything will be fine. Well, pillow talk is fun but I'm so tired right now. I'm yearning for a long vacation now. Can I don't sit for final exams? I just love to escape from reality and I don't know why. >_<

memories floating back

How's the weather in Perth now? It gives me a feeling of Malaysia. The moon is round and bright tonight. The scent of air is so familiar. It not only reminded me of my hometown, Miri but also Akasia where I lived for almost 2 years. All those memories in the past few years came back to my mind. How sweet and precious those memories that we had together. Those moments of life is just unforgettable. I don't think that I would have the opportunity to get to know so many friends from all over Malaysia if I did not appeal for the scholarship. I should really thank my parents for forcing me to do so. If not, I wouldn't be here, studying pharmacy. I started to ponder over the life that I've gone through for the past 21 years. Began to feel blessed with all the things that I have in my life despite the obstacles that I had to go through by myself. I learn more from the obstacles in my life. I learn from my mistakes. I promise not to repeat the same mistake again. I don't know if I can do that but I'll try. I did fail sometimes but I managed to stand up. One of the failure made me felt as if I was thrown into a dungeon forever. Nevertheless, there are some people in my life who tried their very best to pull me out of the dungeon that I'd created. This made me realised that I have to be a stronger person. Life goes on depsite the difficulties that we have to face each and everyday. That's what I've been telling myself all this while and I hope that I can keep my promise as I hate those people who break promises.

my good deed for the day

Siaw Tze mentioned that her church is going to organize a program in which they will send Christmas gifts to the Third World countries. I never joined this kinda event before. I just felt like contributing something as well. So, I went to buy 2 gifts for 2 little kids. One for a girl and one for a boy. Hopefully they will be happy to receive the gifts.

This is for a girl. Pinky bear bear.
Hope she can feel some love from me. ♥♥♥

This is for a boy. I didn't know what to get.
So just randomly picked a sports car which
I assume a little boy will ♥ to own one. =)

Bought this for myself. Hehe. I just ♥ it so much. So cute!

happy 24th birthday!

I'm 21 and you're 24. Happy 24th birthday to my Big Bro! I smsed him and guess what was his reply. [his sms made me laugh in the lecture hall] He asked me to get him something from Perth, which I certainly will. He continued saying that he doesn't want keychain or magnet. LOL~ Think it's because I always buy those kinda typical stuff whenever I go to somewhere. He wants something which is food type and he suggested KANGAROO MEAT!!!! You expect me to bring kangaroo meat back to Miri? I have to stop at Brunei before going back to Miri. By the time I reach home, I seriously can't imagine how the meat will look or smell like. Bluek~ Since you want food, I shall find some food to feed you with. Nougat is a must. I'll find something nice and yummy from Perth. You can trust me on that! =P Once again, happy birthday and hope you have a great one! =) Hey, since your birthday is so special (10th October), plan something extraordinary on 10.10.10. Marriage on that day would be good. XD


p/s: by the way, I'm feeling extremely happy today. back to the old me? or perhaps a better me. XD

vegetarian for a day?

We went to Sri Melaka, a Baba Nyonya Vegetarian Restaurant in Northbridge for lunch today! A suggestion from YYM. Think this was my first time eating vegetarian food in Perth.

Our vegetarian lunch

Us with our FOOD~

Ais kacang (so-so only)

Hsiu Li, Yi Tyeng, Christabel

Christy, Siaw Tze, me, Yie Min

I thought that he didn't open his eyes in this pic but he did!
Didn't know that you have small eyes >.<

Baba Nyonya?

Camwhore in toilet =.= [as always]

fun.tired.

Just a brief post on Perth Royal Show for now. I've been feeling so tired since I came back from Perth Royal Show. Have no energy and mood to study at all. But still have to study for Cology test on Monday. It's so hard!!! Seriously not prepared yet. I still have 3 more days to study for it but there's so much to read and I hate his notes!!! Argh!!! Prefer LT's to AC's. Anyway, I went for the Sky Walker. Hehe! I'm so glad that I'm still alive right now. Actually, I was kinda scared when I was on the ride. Extremely scary yet exciting. I felt a bit dizzy after the ride. Can't forget the feeling yet. Luckily, Yi Tyeng and Claire joined me for the ride. Yi Tyeng said that I shouted real LOUD! DUH~ It's so scary up there. I closed my eyes most of the time. Only opened for few seconds. When I opened my eyes, I saw the blue blue sky. I saw the green green grass the seocnd time I opened my eyes. The third time? I saw those little people walking down there. Think I'm really daring to risk my life. LOL~ Need to start my serious revision now. TATA~

Sky Walker [imagine me sitting up there]

Fireworks! Love them! They are just so beautiful!