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Friday night was usually relaxing for me. Not anymore in 4th year. I have a test next Monday and I'm totally not prepared for it. So, I shall listen to the i-lectures tonight. Hope I won't end up sleeping early and waking up late tomorrow. *fingers crossed*

All the best to you and me!

isuxbecozimstupid

Sometimes you think that life sucks. Pharmacy sucks. Or maybe it's just me. Ok then. I suck. URGHHH!!!! Whatever! Shit happens again and I HATE IT!!! How I wish I can have Albert Einstein's brain. Can I even pass my 4th year pharmacy course? Can I graduate next year with this kinda performance? Shit man. This really sucks. BABI! I don't wanna fail my oral exam. Perhaps I should just sleep less, study more and study harder. Dammit! There's no life at all. I can't go out and relax. I only can watch tv and relax for maybe an hour during dinner. I'm just hating this kinda stupid damn life of a 4th year pharmacy student. A life full of shit.

The only thing I'm happy about today is my Malay language is still good. I just know that guy is a Malaysian from the way he talks. Sound so much like Lukman. Glad that I could be the translator for him. It was quite funny when everyone in the store doesn't understand what we were talking about, even Caroline.

the only uni day

Surprisingly, I was quite alert up till 12pm today. My lunch was pasta plus wedges from Bookmark Cafe. Cost me $8.30 for lunch. It was really a fattening meal, considering that there's lots of cheese on top of it. It doesn't taste as nice as I thought it would be. I can't be bothered as I just wanna fill my stomach up before my tutorial at 1pm. The tutorial is as boring as usual. The lectures after that were like sleeping tablets. I kept yawning and yawning and yawning.

I didn't sleep very late last night but Bel said I looked tired. Is my hair weird today? She asked Yi Tyeng if I straightened my hair today because it looked different. Weena thought that I cut my hair because it looked shorter to her. Yi Tyeng also commented that my hair looked short today. HUH? Everything is just normal to me. Just that my hair is getting wavy now and I hate that! Got so much comments on my hair today. Well, not many but it's still more than one. =P

I shall nap for a while before preparing a light-bulb dinner later at 7pm. What's my aim going to be today? Some drugs, at least. I hope I can control myself from falling asleep when I just start studying for like 30 minutes. =S

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It's quite stressful when you know that you need to be very fast but you're just not fast enough, when you know that you are supposed to have the knowledge but you just can't get it all into your brain. I become more stressed when people are waiting for me. Waiting for me to finish dispensing, waiting for me to get the right product, waiting for me for their scripts. The list goes on and on and on and on. People are expecting a lot from you, more than what you can give. Sometimes I feel sad when I can't even recommend or find a product, WWHAMM properly or give a good counselling with some lifestyle management. I think people get frustrated with me sometimes as time passes because they think I should know this and that or maybe everything by now. The gloomy weather just make things worse and it's freaking cold now in Perth. Luckily, I have my quilt and fleece pyjamas to keep me warm at night.

angel

All I wanna say is thank you. You're such an angel. =)

加油！

It's time, I guess. Jia you!

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Thank you. Thanks a lot. A simple message from you really makes me feel so much better now. Thanks for your concern and help. =)

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C'est la vie

I'm happy to work today because Caroline is there and she'll always keep me in the dispensary section. =) Too bad she only works on Wednesday. I dispensed a lot today. I think this is the first time I dispensed so many scripts in a day, which is good. But I guess good day doesn't always end in a good way. Oh well, shit happens. You just have to live with it.

the girls and me

I went out with my girl friends (Hsiu Li, Christy, Yee Fang) right after my test last Thursday. We went to Harbour Town and Carousel. It was a tiring day. Shopping doesn't seem to be as exciting as it used to be. There's nothing much to try on. I've kinda lost interest in the clothes in Perth. That's a sign of ageing, which is bad. Oh well, I'm not 18 anymore. I don't spend money on those clothes that I won't be wearing as often. Plus, I won't be wearing anything nice except on Mondays. The day which I have to go to uni for lectures and tutorials. You can find me dressed in black and white every Tuesday to Friday in the pharmacy. As if I'm attending some funeral ceremony.

Friday just passed like that, without saying goodbye. And here comes Saturday. A day I spent on grocery shopping with Yi Tyeng and accompanying Yijia to city. It was a good opportunity for me to catch up with Yijia since we've not met and chat each other for some time. This girl went home with plastic bags filled with different kind of products. Me? 2 bubble teas. One for myself and another one for Yi Tyeng. My 3rd bubble tea of the week.

I napped for a while when I reached home. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to sleep well because I heard my housemate talking SUPER loudly in her room. I forced myself to fall asleep again and yes, I managed to nap for another 10 minutes or so before I heard her talking again. Quite depressing, I must say. But all I can do now is to bear with it.

Time for me to sleep again. Haih~ Like what I posted in FB as my status: LingWeng Wong thinks that she's the only 4th year pharmacy student who never fails to relax herself during this easter break. Being too relaxed is not a good thing, especially when you know that you have lots of stuff to be done.

What's a korean meal without kimchi? =)