blessed

My dad just called few minutes ago. This was the first time he personally called me. Usually, my mom would call and chat a lot with me. My dad will talk to me for a few minutes after that if he has something to say. I was quite surprised to hear his voice today when I picked the phone up. It's been a long time since I used the word 爸爸. Suddenly miss home a lot. When he asked if everything is ok, I just said, "Ya. Everything's ok." The usual questions that he'll ask are about the weather, time, and studies. He then repeated the question if everything is ok. I think that I can deal with my own problems so yea, I said that everything's fine. Don't have to make them worried about me so much. I'm a big girl [almost 21] and I can handle my own problems [I think]. I told him that I'm having my tuition free week now and that I have some assignments to do as well as some tests to study for. He mentioned that he didn't call for quite some time. That's why he called today. Well, my parents don't usually call me every week. I'm used to it. They will usually chat with me via MSN which I think is more convenient and cheaper because they don't have to spend money on the IDD card for the international call. So, basically it was a short conversation between me and my dad but I can feel the love from him. It's been quite some time since the last time I feel some love from people around me. He makes me feel so loved. I feel so blessed.

last moment of 20.08.2008

Ops! I really went ZzZzZz for a few seconds during VC's lecture. Sorry about that. *paiseh* I'm just a normal human being who need some rest once in a while. In addition, the lecture hall was kinda dark which made it a better place to doze off easily. Ok, I know. I'm blaming the lecture hall now but yea, that's the fact.

Got to know some shocking news today.
1. Armed robbery cases have been elevating around my area. This is scary. We were advised not to walk alone.
2. Jesu is leaving tomorrow.
3. Random cleaning inspection starting this week. Why? Because some units are just not cleaned enough and they even stated there we have to maintain the cleanliness of our unit at all time. This means that our unit must be clean 24/7. So, the cleaners are going to come to our unit one day unexpectedly for inspection. ARgh! I had to vacuum the lounge this week, So, I did and I realised something. Something disgusting but might be quite commonly found in girls' unit.

Can you see what's that? If not, too bad.

Overall, my 20082008 is just a normal day. Nothing special although it's a special day. Spent hours watching Neighbours, Friends, and So You Think You Can Dance. Time for some rest. May I have a sweet dream tonight. Bye, 20082008.

-The End-

20082008

Just happened to come across these numbers few days ago. 20.08.2008 is a another special day. Once in a lifetime again. What should I say about today? I totally have no idea. Just feel like jotting something down on this special date.

Well, I was so sleepy and tired when it was only 1030pm. Was planning to sleep early but it's 1205am now and I'm still awake, chatting with my friends. Trying to solve some problems that she's facing. My friend sent me a song the other day. 唐禹哲 - 分开以后. She said that she cried after listening to the song. Yea, I did too. Sad lyrics. In this kinda situation. Don't blame me for shedding some tears. >.<

想喊你 却没敢开口
最后只有 流着泪看你走
我想问我 是否只愿意就这样放手
既然无法挽留 只好接受
从今以后 你要寂寞多久
谁能给予你 我这般的温柔
也许是多虑了 你离开我会过得更快乐
可对于软弱的我 回忆就足够

分开以后
每当想到你 就会低下头
紧握着手 不知过了多久
我相信你 就会有一样的辛酸难受
都曾经深爱过谁 又怎能舍得
在离开你之后 想快乐也只是一种强求
一个人 怎么过都是愁
懂得拥有 却未必能让你为我停留
最后只剩遗憾 拉住我不放手

Sad enough? I don't blame anyone if they think that I'm too fragile or whatsoever because I am. Call me an emotional girl. Whatever! Who cares what people say about you when they know nothing about you? My business is none of yours. Ok. I don't know what the heck I'm talking about now. Better sleep early. Have to attend VC's tutorial and lecture tomorrow. Hope that he can make his lecture more interesting than the other lecturers. If not, I'll go ZzZzZz.......

proud to be Malaysian

Although Lee Chong Wei didn't win the gold medal, I'm still proud of him. He made it into the final in Olympics!!! We, as Malaysians, should be proud of that. He won a silver medal for badminton!!! We, as Malaysians, ought to be proud of him once again!!! I can't believe that I was actually watching the final match between Lee Chong Wei and Lin Dan. This is really my first time watching a badminton match. Perhaps it's because Malaysia made it into the final? I wasn't a fan of any sports at all but now, I started to watch basketball and badminton match. I've always told Wee to call me out if there's any basketball match in Miri. There's nothing to do at home beside watching television all day long. Might as well go out and enjoy the game. I found that sports can be interesting too. Not as boring as I thought. I didn't understand why guys love football so much. Watching so many people in the field fighting for the ball. I thought that was really ridiculous. I don't understand why my brother will shout non-stop when a team scored a goal. Well, guess I can understand a bit now. It's just so exciting. I'm beginning to love sports. Bit by bit. =)

Many people say that Lin Dan is handsome. Yea, I agree but his attitude is not that good. He's kinda too proud of himself. Hmm... I personally don't like his attitude. Heard that he's bad-tempered too. Well, this was the first time I watched a match of his. Can't judge him solely from this game. Might be a little bias since he's fighting against Malaysia, my country. Well, it's undeniable that he's a good player. So, congratulation. Anyway, I'm still proud of Lee Chong Wei. =)

tagged by Xin Ying

1. Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation.

2. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you've finished answering all question.

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1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:

Gonna get the key to my freedom =P

2. A place you'd like to travel to:

Love the food and fashion there..

3. Your favourite place:

MY HOME!!!! the place where I belong

4. Your favourite food:

Ais Kacang!!!! Sweet and yummy!!!!

Gong Pia as well.. damn nice!!!

5. Your favourite pet:

Rabbit.. white and cute~

6. Your favourite colour combination:

Pink and white - such a nice combination

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:

Jeans - nice and comfortable

8. Your all-time favourite song:

梁静如 - 勇气
love needs courage...

9. Your favourite TV show:

Any show on Astro =P

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

小猪 罗志祥
cute, handsome, funny, can dance very well

11. The town in which you live:

Miri~ I love Miri~ .....

12. Your screen name/nickname:

Ong Lai
Nickname during high school >.<

13. Your first job:

Full time pharmacy student

14. Your dream job:

Florist / Baker


15. A bad habit you have:

I'm a shopaholic!!!! Spend too much on shopping!!!

16. Your worst fear:

Being abandoned and unwanted once again...

17. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:

Have a happy and long lasting marriage and
build a happy family with the special him =)

p/s: Not gonna tag anyone because everyone is kinda busy.......

13

It' Wednesday. It's 13.08.08. Not 08.08.08 anymore. I forgot to post a blog on that memorable day. 08.08.08 is such a special day. Only exist once in a lfetime. I spent that night watching the opening ceremony of Beijing Olympics 2008 at home. I was really amazed by the opening ceremony. I love the fireworks. Those who know me well will know that I'm a person who loves fireworks a lot. Haha. I was like "WOW~~~WOW~~~WOW~~~" during the display of the fireworks. Gosh~ They are just so lovely. My housemate even said that if someone were to propose to me with all those fireworks around, I'll definitely say yes. >< Talking about 13.08.08. A year ago, I was doing something which I asssumed as 'special' but guess that's not gonna happen again. Many Chinese people think that the number 13 is an unlucky number. Guess it's also my unlucky number? Hope nothing special will fall on the 13th of every month anymore because I'm beginning to hate the number 13.

Wee showed me the parcel that he's gonna send me for my birthday. *happy* I'm gonna be 21 soon. Talking about 21, I suddenly remembered something. There was once I went out shopping with my mom in KL. We were in a jewellery shop and I told her that the necklace with a key pendant was so nice. She then told me that I'm not old enough for that yet. I was like "What? Why? Since when wearing a necklace needs a particular age?" She then explained to me about the key. The key will be given to us when we turn 21. Key to our freedom. That's what shows we are turning to a real adult and a mature person, i suppose.

Suddenly, I miss Billy a lot. It has been quite some time since the last time we spent hours chatting in msn. Gosh~ Miss the old days when we tell each other secrets, share our joy and sadness together, give each other encouragement and advices, etc. I must force him to spend more time in msn when he gets back to Malaysia for holiday.

Tomorrow is gonna be a tiring day for me again. 8am - 5pm. Gonna be so damn exhausted. tata~

GUESS...

Gosh!!! I'm soooooooooooo in love with this bag!!!!!
But I have no money to buy it!!!!! =(
How I wish I'm the owner of this bag!!!!

edo shiki

This is my first weekend after uni started. What did I do for the weekend without anymore drama? On Saturday, I washed my jeans. It was a sunny day. Good for laundry. I think I just wasted my Saturday by surfing the net, deleting photos in my laptop, listening to songs, downloading songs, and defragmenting my laptop. Oh, I went for a short jog too. Just wanna increase my heart rate since it's been a while since the last time i jogged. At night, I watched Bridget Jones since I never watched it before. Boring~

What about Sunday? I went out with Yi Tyeng to the city. We went to Edo Shiki for lunch. We wished that we could try everything in the shop but our tummies have limited capacity. Too bad. Here's some photos taken during our lunch.

Edo Shiki

Wished that we could try out everything

Yi Tyeng's Chicken Katsu Bento

My Chicken Udon Soup

Egg tarts

Chive and Prawn Dumplings

Satisfied =)

What am I thinking now? Tomorrow is... MONDAY!!!! The stupid gaps between my lectures on Monday make me so sick of it!!! Have to walk back to VH since I got nothing to do in uni. Hope that it won't rain tomorrow. =)