Uni is gonna start tomorrow. Suddenly you feel that many things have changed in your life. They aren't the same anymore. Not what you expect to get anymore. Anything bad can happen anytime aka "malang tidak berbau". You might get a shocking news any moment. You'll be stunned by the news and you'll feel sorry for that someone or perhaps you yourself. You can't imagine the ordeal that person has to go through. You pity that person so much but you can't do anything at all. You pray that every single day of yours is filled with love and support from your family and friends. You wish that nothing will change forever. You wish that there's peace everywhere around the world and there's someone out there who'll be there for you every single second of your life. You want everything to be perfect in this world but that's not gonna happen and you know that very well. You want everything to be like what you've planned but the road of life is not gonna be that smooth. There's always ups and downs in your life. Just muster up your courage and face the obstacles. You must have confidence in yourself. I know I don't have this. That's my weakness. Lack of confidence. Try to be an optimistic person since you know you're the top pessimist in the world. Just try everything that you can to be a better person in a new year. People do change, you know?