累了

I've been typing and erasing stuff for several times. I wanna say something, somewhere. I thought this could be the place but when I realised that people can actually read this, I would click on backspace and start all over again. Not for once, but several times. Where the heck did my privacy go? If I wanted privacy so much, why did I even have an open blog? Ambivalent it is. Well, I'm just tired. Sick of some stuff in this thing we called life. Life life life.I guess it's just a pms thing, which every girl hates because it annoys people.

last day in uni

miss me?

When was the last time I posted an entry? WOW~ 2 weeks ago. I used to tell long stories back in intec years. Things change. Getting lazier to update the blog. Maybe there's nothing to say. Or perhaps there are things that can't be shared here. In the end, you just abandon your blog for however-long-you-like and one day you realised that it's so outdated with unhappy entries.

Nothing interesting recently. I finished my last rotation on 22/10, which is cool. Went out for dinner at Bonsai, which was not satisfying. I don't understand why some people love it so much. I still prefer Tony Roma. What else? What else? Hmm. I'm back to uni this week. 3 days per week, which is AWESOME! 2.5 days to be exact. Hehe. AND I pierced my ears on Tuesday! Finally! But I hate the fact that you need to twist it bd when I can't even feel if I've twisted it. Hopefully there'll be no infection and my earrings won't get stuck to my ears! *fingers crossed*

I think that's it for now. I need to prepare slides for my presentation tomorrow. And tonight I'm going for free dinner at Parmelia Hilton Hotel. 3 course meal and free gift for me! I'm not gonna reject that offer. Haha.

sigh~

Sei lo. Cham lo. Haih~ Sien. This is a pms post. Just don't feel like doing anything but I seriously have heaps of stuff to be done. I am a slacker. =( Someone please motivate me. Oh no! Someone please do my workbook for me.

sorry

I have to do this now before it's too late.

s-u-x

The pills sux. Happy pills sux. Wanted to get to know them better but I just don't have the mood to do so. Just because you sux.

sort-of-holiday

Everyone says it's gonna be a long weekend. It's just an additional of one day, which is Monday. Everyone in the pharmacy was really excited yesterday. I was excited because I got home at 5.30pm and went for a jog!!! Jogging makes me happy. =) Bumped into Zee Lin then Lukman. Had a short chat with them. I bumped into them at different time but I chatted with them at the same spot. Haha. Guess that's how small Bentley is. It's kinda fun catching up with friends unexpectedly. Wish I could see more pharmacy students walking around Bentley when I jog. Hope everyone is doing well in their final rotation.

dispensing machine

Gonna be in dispensary for 2 weeks. It's actually not that bad.

Rejecting temptation is the first step to diet.

my current mozilla theme

happy birthday to me

happy 23rd!

烦恼多多

你不说 = 没有人了解
你说太多= 人觉得很烦
好烦啊！！！！！
为什么做人要做得那么辛苦？？？
到底是为了什么？

sesat

I was looking for toilet during my morning tea break and I actually forgot to look at the logo in front of the toilet. Only realised that I went into men's toilet when I saw the different kinda bowl in the toilet. Haha. Luckily there was no one out there. What a "pleasant" experience!

^-^

Ahhhh~ Just finished watching a HK drama. Started watching since Friday night. I worked on both Sat and Sun. Once I reached home, it's drama time. 24 episodes in just 3 nights and 1 evening. Call me crazy or whatever you want. I just wanna relax by watching some stuff that I enjoy. =P

Oncology lecture was B-O-R-I-N-G!!! I wasn't listening at all. It was way too difficult to absorb the info and understand it after having some baked potato for lunch. I wasn't sick of potato. I still had potato chips when I came back from uni. FAT! Yes! I know! I even finished the whole pack in one dose! Usually, I would divide into two doses at least but the sweet chilli chips was irresistible!

So so sleepy now. I think I'm gonna sleep early tonight. No extra energy to do anything. =

i'm back

As simple as that. =)

tik tok

You know the way you act is gonna affect the people around you but still, you're doing it. You stupid immature girl! Well, this is the time of the month when I will eat anything I want. But I find that chocolate doesn't really help anymore. There's not even a tinge of happiness after having some chocolate melting in my mouth. No satisfaction at all. Perhaps I'm sick of chocolate. I wish! I felt the weight of a smile today. It's heavy. So heavy that I couldn't lift it up. It could be up for 2 seconds and down it went again. But I'm very sure that this kinda feeling will go away soon. Give me some time. I need time to deal with this.

woohooo~

YES!!! I PASSED!!! I actually felt I did well this time. My best performance so far. I left the room with some confidence that I could pass. Not like the past 3 oral exams I had. I had no confidence at all due to my weak performance. BUT this time I nailed it! Yea! Sue called and told me my result. She said she could feel the happiness from my laughter. =P

And now I shall reward myself with some dramas! After I get them of course. Hehe. Thank you for the support that you guys gave me! Really appreciate it! =)

fighting!

Tomorrow is another big day for me. Am I nervous? Yes! Am I worried? Definitely. Butterflies flying in my tummy? Yea. Wish me luck! I really need it.

林依晨 - 美好的旅行

换掉我身上的旧电池
感情的界限已到此为止
放心这并不是什么末日
世界还是老样子

爱上你该爱上的女子
全心全意守护她一辈子
到达我到达不了的位置
去完成我未完成的事

时间就像一把钥匙
锁住两个人的翅
心痛一下子也好过勉强在一起的自私

相爱是两个人美好的旅行
泪水和笑声都尽收眼底
谢谢你给的爱闪耀我单薄的生命
成长需要一些曾经

分手是两个人各自的修行
伤心时旅行逆着风前进
就算没有了缘分不代表没爱的能力
放手是因为我真的爱过你

f

Don't you just wanna swear when it takes you 30 minutes to reply an email? It's just a short email with one sentence. It's either the connection or my laptop. Or maybe too many people are using oasis in uni now since uni has reopened. I don't know what to expect from the feedback session later. I seriously have this C-phobia. Hopefully she's not that sarcastic today. Please take care of my fragile heart. And please don't make me feel stupid although I know I am stupid for failing my oral exam. =S

=(

Result's out and as expected, I failed again. Worse than my first oral exam. Yea. Another supp for me. I seriously felt ashamed of myself for getting such a result. I've let myself down again. Now, I don't even know if I can graduate end of this year. There's this constant fear in my heart. Especially when I'm alone at home now, I feel so much more emptier. But at the same time, I don't feel like to talking to anyone now. Just wanna be alone and cry till my heart says stop.

agony

Now is the moment when you really wanna punch your pillow!!! Waiting for result now. I've been checking oasis since I woke up this morning. Everytime I see '2 new emails', I'll be like "Shit! Result's out! Faster go and check!" but ended up with "Damn! Not result but unnecessary emails!". Can you please stop the pain now?

duck duck duck!!!

It's undeniable that my break is all about FOOD! =P Went to Good Fortune Roast Duck House with Yijia. OMG! The business there is so so good. People keep coming in and out. Finally, I had the chance to give it a try. And yes! It's good. Had a great time with Yijia, chatting all the way. Updated myself a bit. You know I'll always support you. =)

buffet at montereys

I just love eating and I just can't stop eating. Buffet is all about eating. If you don't eat much, then it's kinda a waste to go for a buffet. I just love the desserts today. Can't be bothered to take pictures of the food served there. The desserts just look so delicious. Can't take my eyes off them when I first saw the dessert section. Hehe. We left the restaurant with our bloated tummies! =P

toto with ex-housies

I had dinner today with my ex-housies. Missed them so so much!!! How I wished we're still staying together under one roof. Good time to catch up with them since we're all having holidays now. Hehe.

the things to do right after oral exam

Christy called yesterday after my oral exam. Very random. She asked whether we wanna go out for dinner. Yes was the answer! Definitely! So, off we went. Hawker's Cuisine was not bad but the portion wasn't big. We then went to Utopia for bbt and basically just chit chat. A good time to catch up with friends after so long.

For some reason, I just did that.

heaps of thank you!

I just wanna say thank you guys for all the sweet memories. It was a great experience to work in a much busier pharmacy for my 2nd placement. I get to work with a bunch of absolutely amazing people. But everytime we get closer day by day, we'll need to say goodbye at some point. Sad to say that but that's life. I'll be missing all of you. Thank you for the cake, card and gift card. Thank you for what you guys have taught me during my 7 weeks in the pharmacy.

Kevin and Jazlyn

Jessica, Kathy, Lucia, Christina

Amber, Michelle, Andre

cake from cheesecake shop and gift card for me

2

I was listening to some old songs stored in my laptop and suddenly thought of something. It's been a while. Time really flies. Some memories are slowly erased but some will always remain where they belong.

...

I guess tomorrow is gonna be another tiring day. 10-6. I fell asleep in the bus just now, for the very first time. I don't have the gut to let myself sleeping in the bus when I have to travel back from work alone. Just in case I miss the stop. Guess what. The moment I opened my eyes, the bus was on Manning Road, about to turn into Lawson Street. If I didn't wake up, I think the only way was to walk back home.

Binge eating. I had quite a heavy lunch today. I was craving for fries. So, I went to get a medium-sized fries. It wasn't nice. I was not happy with it at all. My lunch sucks as well. An instant lunch that you put in microwave for 5-7 minutes. And DING! It's ready. Honey mustard chicken is a no-no for any meal. Felt like puking after the first mouthful of my lunch. Definitely not gonna buy that again in the future. I then had an apple before I rushed down to work again. Damn! That's a really heavy lunch. The binging didn't stop there. I reached home and finished up my dried apricots and started to eat my pizza flavoured Shapes, just because it's gonna expired soon. Then I had 2 chocolate squares. OMG! I felt bad each time I binge eating but I still repeat the same mistake. People say you learn from mistakes but this is the mistake that I will never learn from.

Today wasn't my day. So many different people came into the pharmacy and asked a variety of questions or asked for some products that I've never heard of. Felt really stupid for not being able to answer their queries. I guess it's the process of life. Learn something new everyday. Learn from zero.

Kim just called and my visit will be at 4pm. Urgh! I bet my heart will be palpitating from morning till she arrives at 4pm. I hope she'll arrive on time so that I can leave on time. Waiting for tutor to come is such an agony! But, anyway, I better start studying for the visit. Stop wasting time. I need to update my workbook as well. Gah!

♥ sweeeeeeeet ♥

What a bargain! $10 each! I ♥ them coz they're all sweeeeeeeeeeeeet~ My new obsession, I guess. Hehe.

Too much of enjoyment this weekend. Probably it's because visit 1 is over? Didn't study at all, which is bad. I had a day off from work on Friday as I had to go for an interview in Hyatt Hotel. I had lunch with my friends in Zensaki. The miso soup was a bit weird but there's a leng zai waiter there. Haha. We then walked around city and went home with bbt from EasyWay. Buy 1 get 1 free is an offer that we cannot resist despite the cold weather. We had nothing in the fridge. No meat at all. So, we bought pretzos back for dinner. I don't really like them though. We then watched world cup together. Who would imagine me, watching football? I hate football but it was quite exciting. So, I just joined in the fun. At the same time, I had some red wine, just for fun.

Saturday is a day for laundry, grocery, chilliz, bbt and some spring cleaning. A too relaxed Saturday. Today is another relaxing day. Karaoke in my room, lunch at Happy Meal and dessert at Baskin Robbins. Enjoying every second of my life in Perth before I go back for good. =) Had 4 hours of nap from 4-8pm just now. I felt bad, like seriously bad. =S Time to sign off again. Have a great week. =)

impatient patient

"Don't question me like that. I know what I'm looking for."

Damn. I'm just trying to help you out. Plus, it's part of my practice as a future pharmacist. Can't you just bear with me for 30 seconds.

where did time go?

I can't remember when was the last time I clicked on ebay. Life's been busy. Really busy. Still, I love online shopping. Even when it's just window shopping. =P

♥♥♥

My ♥ just melts when I see little kids who come into my pharmacy and waved goodbye to me. They are just so adorable!!! I can't help it! That's the best thing about community pharmacy so far. =P

one, two, freeze!

COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M FREEEEEZZZZZZZZZZZZZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DISLIKE WINTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and stupid heater is acting weird lately. darn!

open sesame!

I'M EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can barely open my eyes now..... =(

routine

Is it just me? I'm feeling so tired. Tired of this kinda life. Everyday wake up early, catch the bus, serve the customer, WWHAMM, go home, have a shower, cook or wait for dinner, online, study if I still have some energy and sleep. I wish I have more time for myself. More time to relax. Suddenly, I just miss dds, where there are people who will talk and crap with me. Perhaps it's because I'm still in the OTC section now. So, there's not much interaction with the rest in dispensary. Life....... is getting more boring, day by day.

first day

I know that it'll take about 20 to 30 minutes to reach the pharmacy. So, I waited for the 8.56am bus since I start at 9.30am. The bus didn't come. I had to use the bus that came at 9.15am. I called my preceptor to inform her that I'll be a bit late. Being late on your first day is a big no no. But cant blame me. The bus didn't come. So, it's not my fault. I shall go for the earlier bus tomorrow. 8.43am. Why on earth did the bus not come today??? Making fun of me ay?

Ok. My first day in the pharmacy. It's a VERY busy pharmacy. It's very much bigger compared to DDS in Vic Park. It's still under renovation. So, everything is like here and there. Hopefully, they'll get it down as soon as possible so that I can find the product that the customers need. I was after Microlax today. I saw it somewhere on the shelf today but 10 minutes later, it's gone. They were shifting the products to another shelf and I had to search in the basket. Fortunately, I know how it looks like. Found it in the end. =)

Slowly getting used to it. Counselling skills is not that good yet. Still need more knowledge. All I can do is add more oil. By the way, my visit is in week 4 (28th June) and I need to study from allopurinol until methotrexate. Damn! Why do I always get the most drugs??? And it's on Monday, which is first day of week 4. I still need to study the drugs in week 4. ARGH! Wish me luck.

The journey home took me about 20 minutes. There's nobody in the bus except for me and an uncle but he got off at Southlands, leaving me in the bus alone. It's so boring to listen to songs and watch all the lights outside, alone. I wish I could nap a while in the bus but I can't, just in case I miss the stop. I saw Hsiu Li when I got off the bus. Perhaps I'll be in the same bus as her tomorrow. =)

jiak neh~

It's time to go to the pharmacy and work for 7.5 hours a day, 5 days a week (except Thursday) for 7 weeks. Did I mention that it's for free AGAIN??? Sigh~ That marks the beginning of an exhausting placement. Hopefully I can adapt myself to the new environment in a short time. I shall bid farewell to my relaxing holidays, movies and dramas. Sayonara~

=)

Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin.

best email received =)

Dear Student

I am pleased to inform you that you were successful in Wednesday’s Pharmacy 425 supplementary oral examination

Well done and best of luck for the next placement

Kind regards

Sue

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

slap

My brain automatically stops functioning at 10pm every single day. No matter how hard I try to keep myself awake. *slap slap* How am I going to study for supp with this kinda condition? Supp is this coming Wednesday. Hope I can pass this time. All the best for those who are given the second chance like me. =)

the edge. not the end.

It's not the end of the world. I got another chance to perform. I hope I will do well next week. Pray for me, please? No drama for me till next wed. =(

the unwillingness

My body always go against my will. I wanna sleep till at least 10am but woke up at 830am. I seriously hope that that's it for this semester. But still, I have this strong feeling. Perhaps I should just leave it for now and what till Wednesday. All I can do now is enjoy my "holiday" before my second rotation starts again.

It's a bliss to have someone to 'kiap' dishes for you. =)

Sometimes I wake up early in the morning, feel like slapping myself for sleeping so much. I slept from 2245 till 0745. 9 hours. I don't think any pharmacy student will dare to sleep so much as we have 2 exams coming up next week. It's not fine at all to have a nap at night. Maybe I should just stop that habit of mine, napping at 10-ish or 11-ish just to get some more energy to study till late night. BUT I never study till late night, to be honest. My brain just shuts down at 10-ish. Deng! If only my sleep hours equal to my study hours, that would be GREAT!

I woke up and logged in my FB, as usual. That's my routine. Checked out people's updates. Many are disappointed with the Thomas Cup result. Like duh~ It's held in Malaysia but they didn't even get the chance to make Malaysia proud. Such a shame. I saw from a friend's status, stating that Lin Dan took off his shirt and danced? For real? Maybe I should check that out later.

Sigh sigh sigh~ Sometimes I really wished that I had been studying hard since 1st year. Things would be so much easier now. 4th year is really a torture, I would say. At least for me. I'm disliking it. I miss uni life.

I was reading Jessica's blog just now. I realised that Melbourne people always celebrate their birthdays in some restaurant. Suddenly I feel like celebrating mine in a restaurant as well. Just to experience a different kinda feel. But that would be difficult. We're having rotation every day, exhausted from the 8am-5pm shift. Who on earth will still have time to have dinner at night in some fancy restaurant? Dream on, Ling Weng. Dream on.

I'm going out for grocery shopping soon. Tata~

slap slap

Mengapa 4th year begitu susah untuk diharungi? Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa? Aku akan berjumpa dengan mu lagi, sup. Aku benci akan mu tapi perlukan mu untuk balik ke Malaysia for good. I need Zyprexa now.

the end of dds life

Pharmacy is where I started my work experience. Pharmacy is where I earn my first income. Today, it's my last day in DDS. I'm gonna miss the time I had with all the staffs there. 10 weeks are not a short period of time. I had fun working with them although working is really tiring because I had to do everything, basically. I guess that's something which I'll remember for the rest of life. My first ever working experience. I got my first $$$ today not because of my rotation (rotation is FOC), but I worked extra hours to help out in the pharmacy. It's so much easier to earn money here than back in Malaysia. I was so happy to receive the money. $$ coming in after 23 years of living on earth. I feel like shopping after receiving that money. Too bad. I don't have the time. Not like Miss H who always gets her manicure done. =P

Eric (my preceptor who likes to joke around with me) and
Marshall (worked with him 3 days/week, good guy, helped me a lot)

Miri, a Korean girl who helped me a lot
and she's getting married soon...

Esther, friendly and nice.
hope she can survive dds life since it's pretty busy there.

A gift from Marshall and Fu Shan.
Thanks!!! Was really surprised. =)

I didn't get to take a picture with Caroline and Hollie because I didn't bring my camera when they were there. But I'm gonna see them in the next few weeks time. Hopefully, I'll get the chance to take a picture with them. =) DDS people are so nice and friendly. I shall visit when I'm free. Time to work hard on my oral exam. Next Wednesday. Wish me luck and pray that I pass my oral exam!

zzz

I just feel like jumping to my bed now. SOOOOOOOOOO sleepy. Hate the fact that I can't sleep when I actually feel sleepy. And, I actually napped for 30 minutes before cooking dinner today. This proved that I'm exhausted. From work. What else.

4

Friday night was usually relaxing for me. Not anymore in 4th year. I have a test next Monday and I'm totally not prepared for it. So, I shall listen to the i-lectures tonight. Hope I won't end up sleeping early and waking up late tomorrow. *fingers crossed*

All the best to you and me!

isuxbecozimstupid

Sometimes you think that life sucks. Pharmacy sucks. Or maybe it's just me. Ok then. I suck. URGHHH!!!! Whatever! Shit happens again and I HATE IT!!! How I wish I can have Albert Einstein's brain. Can I even pass my 4th year pharmacy course? Can I graduate next year with this kinda performance? Shit man. This really sucks. BABI! I don't wanna fail my oral exam. Perhaps I should just sleep less, study more and study harder. Dammit! There's no life at all. I can't go out and relax. I only can watch tv and relax for maybe an hour during dinner. I'm just hating this kinda stupid damn life of a 4th year pharmacy student. A life full of shit.

The only thing I'm happy about today is my Malay language is still good. I just know that guy is a Malaysian from the way he talks. Sound so much like Lukman. Glad that I could be the translator for him. It was quite funny when everyone in the store doesn't understand what we were talking about, even Caroline.

the only uni day

Surprisingly, I was quite alert up till 12pm today. My lunch was pasta plus wedges from Bookmark Cafe. Cost me $8.30 for lunch. It was really a fattening meal, considering that there's lots of cheese on top of it. It doesn't taste as nice as I thought it would be. I can't be bothered as I just wanna fill my stomach up before my tutorial at 1pm. The tutorial is as boring as usual. The lectures after that were like sleeping tablets. I kept yawning and yawning and yawning.

I didn't sleep very late last night but Bel said I looked tired. Is my hair weird today? She asked Yi Tyeng if I straightened my hair today because it looked different. Weena thought that I cut my hair because it looked shorter to her. Yi Tyeng also commented that my hair looked short today. HUH? Everything is just normal to me. Just that my hair is getting wavy now and I hate that! Got so much comments on my hair today. Well, not many but it's still more than one. =P

I shall nap for a while before preparing a light-bulb dinner later at 7pm. What's my aim going to be today? Some drugs, at least. I hope I can control myself from falling asleep when I just start studying for like 30 minutes. =S

=S

It's quite stressful when you know that you need to be very fast but you're just not fast enough, when you know that you are supposed to have the knowledge but you just can't get it all into your brain. I become more stressed when people are waiting for me. Waiting for me to finish dispensing, waiting for me to get the right product, waiting for me for their scripts. The list goes on and on and on and on. People are expecting a lot from you, more than what you can give. Sometimes I feel sad when I can't even recommend or find a product, WWHAMM properly or give a good counselling with some lifestyle management. I think people get frustrated with me sometimes as time passes because they think I should know this and that or maybe everything by now. The gloomy weather just make things worse and it's freaking cold now in Perth. Luckily, I have my quilt and fleece pyjamas to keep me warm at night.

angel

All I wanna say is thank you. You're such an angel. =)

加油！

It's time, I guess. Jia you!

♥♥♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Thank you. Thanks a lot. A simple message from you really makes me feel so much better now. Thanks for your concern and help. =)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

C'est la vie

I'm happy to work today because Caroline is there and she'll always keep me in the dispensary section. =) Too bad she only works on Wednesday. I dispensed a lot today. I think this is the first time I dispensed so many scripts in a day, which is good. But I guess good day doesn't always end in a good way. Oh well, shit happens. You just have to live with it.

the girls and me

I went out with my girl friends (Hsiu Li, Christy, Yee Fang) right after my test last Thursday. We went to Harbour Town and Carousel. It was a tiring day. Shopping doesn't seem to be as exciting as it used to be. There's nothing much to try on. I've kinda lost interest in the clothes in Perth. That's a sign of ageing, which is bad. Oh well, I'm not 18 anymore. I don't spend money on those clothes that I won't be wearing as often. Plus, I won't be wearing anything nice except on Mondays. The day which I have to go to uni for lectures and tutorials. You can find me dressed in black and white every Tuesday to Friday in the pharmacy. As if I'm attending some funeral ceremony.

Friday just passed like that, without saying goodbye. And here comes Saturday. A day I spent on grocery shopping with Yi Tyeng and accompanying Yijia to city. It was a good opportunity for me to catch up with Yijia since we've not met and chat each other for some time. This girl went home with plastic bags filled with different kind of products. Me? 2 bubble teas. One for myself and another one for Yi Tyeng. My 3rd bubble tea of the week.

I napped for a while when I reached home. Unfortunately, I didn't manage to sleep well because I heard my housemate talking SUPER loudly in her room. I forced myself to fall asleep again and yes, I managed to nap for another 10 minutes or so before I heard her talking again. Quite depressing, I must say. But all I can do now is to bear with it.

Time for me to sleep again. Haih~ Like what I posted in FB as my status: LingWeng Wong thinks that she's the only 4th year pharmacy student who never fails to relax herself during this easter break. Being too relaxed is not a good thing, especially when you know that you have lots of stuff to be done.

What's a korean meal without kimchi? =)

i wish......................................

OH GOD!!!!!!!! It was hell busy in the pharmacy today that I had no time to rest, except for that 30 minutes of my lunch break. I wish I get paid for what I've been doing in that pharmacy. I've done so much for them. I don't mind doing stuff like dispensing and compounding because that's what I should be doing. However, when it comes to being a salesgirl, I'm not interested at all, especially when I have to arrange the stocks, put the price on, change the price, etc. I'm willing to help but not when I really need to work hard on my counselling for my visit 2. CB said that I REALLY need to work hard on it because I didn't perform well. Yes, I know that. I wish I could be more professional. I wish I had studied harder and smarter for the past 3 years in uni. GOD!!! I wish I could return to my first year in uni to compensate everything that I've done wrong.

=(

What kind of pharmacist will I be in the future? An incompetent one, I think. Fail fail fail.

=)

It's Friday and I'm happy. =) But actually, I've got lots of things to do. Assignments, drug list, etc. I wish time could stop right now. Let me enjoy it more, being a happy person when I have to work from 9am to 5pm every day.

paris

Thank you for the firework postcard from Paris.
I love it.
=)

the last day of CNY

Nothing special is on today. Normally, I would have a big feast in Miri. My mom would cook a variety of food for us. But it's just another normal day in Perth. Now that there is only the two of us, a simple dinner is sufficient.

bits and pieces

I've been back for a few days. I had to spend a night in KLIA on Tuesday for my flight the next day. Luckily, Pek came over to accompany me since he's staying somewhere in Cyberjaya. I only managed to sleep for an hour and half at Burger King. Thanks for the company.


When I first entered the plane, I slept like a log. Fortunately, Bryan helped me to keep the headphone and form distributed by the air-stewardess. I couldn't finish the food served by MAS. Maybe it was because I just had a heavy breakfast at McD at about 8am. I always finish all my food served. Typical auntie. But that day, I couldn't force myself to eat up everything because I was really full.


When I reached home that evening, I started to chat with YT There wasn't much time for me to unpack my stuff before going to Hsiu Li's house for a birthday surprise. I had a quick shower and walked over to her house with YT. We had Ciao Italia that night. =)


We had orientation the next day. Orientation Day was a torture. The workshop was worse. I went to meet my preceptor and discussed some details with him for a while. Then I went to Carousel for grocery with Yi Tyeng as it opens till 9pm every Thursday. We bumped into Chui Ying and Dolly in the bus. They were on their way to Carousel as well. I shall go to their house some time since Dolly said that there's a handsome Filipino housemate staying in her house. *wink*

There were a lot of people in Carousel that night. Perhaps it's always that packed on Thursday night. I've learnt a lesson that night. You should never plan a grocery on Thursday night. There were like so many people waiting for bus 72. Everyone was talking in the bus. It was so noisy that the bus driver didn't hear the bell ringing and missed 2 stops. As a result, we had to walk home with all our groceries. It was tiring. Plus, it was kinda scary to walk outside at night. So, say NO to late night grocery.

Yijia came over last night for dinner after my workshop. Although I was the light bulb of the night, I feel happy that you're happy. =) Just remember that you need to add more confidence into something.

Just before she came, I unblocked someone in my msn list. Some irritating, kiasu guy. Well, what can I say. Another lesson learnt. Never unblock anyone that you find annoying in your msn list if you'd previously blocked him or her. The moment I unblocked him, he started to crap. URGH!!! I just hate the feeling of being disturbed. I was being polite so I replied him. But I just find him so annoying no matter what he said. Hence, I shall continue blocking him.

Time to cool down and divert to something else. Something branded. LV. I've been watching people carrying LV bag around me. I feel like having one as well but it's just so expensive that I don't think I could afford one. When shall I stop picturing myself carrying one LV bag? Maybe when I start to know that earning money is not an easy job. That would a year time.

Everyone is asking me whether I'm excited that my rotation is starting soon. To be honest, I'm not actually. I'm worried and stressed but I'll try my best to perform well. I seriously need to stop slacking. I'm a well-known procrastinator. I just never change and I wonder why.

I need some rest before starting my busy life again. I must sleep early tonight. I've been sleeping after 1am since I came back here. I had a long chat with YT last night even though I was coughing the whole night. We chatted for about 5 hours. I think it was about 4am when I lied on my bed. We talked about everything. Everything that happened in the last one month. It was really fun to talk and laugh out loud although it was really late that time. Guess we won't be having such a long chat after our semester starts. Good luck in your honours. =)

Missing home...

greetings from KLIA

Hello! I'm currently using WiFi in KLIA now. Just for a short 2 hours time. Stingy KLIA.

Finished everything served in the plane just now except the pineapple. Food was served at 4 something. It was really boring to sit in the plane alone without anything to read. So I just sat there and stared. I bet I looked stupid at that time.

Reached KLIA at about 6.30pm. Walked around KLIA to search for a socket so that I can watch some drama series from my laptop. I did that for a few times. I even bumped into Poh Yee who was having dinner with her family at KFC. What a coincidence! She's heading to Sydney for her honours. =)

So here I am now, facing my laptop, updating my blog, chatting with some friends and watching drama at the same time. Such a multitasker.

If you were to ask me whether I feel sleepy now, the answer would be yes. My bedtime was shifted a few hours earlier when I was back in Miri. I usually sleep at 12-ish. 1am the latest. Oh. I slept at 10-ish when I was in Sibu and Sarikei. Lol.

Right now, I shall shower myself with the drama series that I have. I might not have time to enjoy my drama series in Perth like before as I'll be busy for the whole week except Saturday and Sunday. I think I'll spend my weekend on sleeping and resting. Haha.

Time to sign off now. Good night, world.

...

It's the time to pack and get ready for a stressful life in Perth again. Again. Sigh. I'll be leaving for Kl this Tuesday evening. I'll then fly to Perth the next morning. Time to say goodbye to my home sweet home. No worries. I'll be back in less than a year time. =) Then, I'll need to start my working life in 2011. Wow! That's really fast! That's another chapter of life. Don't feel like stepping into that kinda life yet. I have no choice but to accept the fact. I am 23 this year and it's gonna be my last year in university. I'm so gonna miss my university life. So not excited about my rotations this year. Have no work experience at all although I'm turning 23 this year (gosh! I'm so old!!!!!!!!!!). That's bad. Real bad. =S Wish me luck yea! Hope that I can pick up everything that I should know in a quick pace.

=)

stupid 3

3 charged me AUD56.63 for my internet last month. What the hell!!! I shall not youtube that much anymore. Darn! Making me wanna curse more during these scorching hot days. But CNY is approaching. So, I shall cool down a bit. A t least a little.

i'm still alive

The last time I posted something in my blog was exactly a month ago. That's quite long ago. For me, being at home = being lazy. Home is where I can sit back and relax. I've been eating a variety of food since the day I reached Miri. I just love the food in Malaysia. YUM~ I'll post up some pictures taken in Penang soon, I hope.

Today, I went back to my previous high school for the second time. The first time was to pass my sister's certificates to the clerk to be certified by the principal. The second time was to get those certified certificates back. However, the clerk had not stamped on the certificates yet as she said that the principal told her that she needs to see the original copies of the certificates before stamping them. Okay. So, I drove my mom to the school and followed her to the office. We let the clerk check the certificates and she asked me to stamp all the certificates. How great was that. She thought I was the one who needs to get the certificates certified. It was really tiring to stamp the whole stack of certificates. Then, my mom had to bring the certificates to be signed by the principal. I waited outside the office and watched how crazy can high school students be. I watched how those students behaved in school. Some were really noisy. Well, most of them were. Perhaps it's because it was recess time. So, everyone was like running here and there, chasing each other. They really gave me a headache just by shouting and running around. I witnessed some stupid and funny scenes as well. At that moment, I do miss my high school life. Miss all my friends in high school. Miss those who were so naive and mischievous at that time. Miss the good old days.

Anyway, I think I need to get some sleep now. Need to start my spring cleaning tomorrow for the upcoming Chinese New Year celebration.

first day of 2010

So, it's the first day of 2010. Nothing special. Just stayed at home and watched tv. I'm a total retard in assembling electrical stuff, for example my new fan. I tried to follow the instructions but I just hate reading. Wan Ling helped me with it. We still took quite some time to assemble it. Luckily, we managed to get it assembled. =) I seriously hope that my housemate will get a fan as soon as possible so that we don't have to switch the aircond on that often. Aircond switched on = money flying away.

Before

After

Did all of you have fun last night with the countdown and everything? Me and my friends were just having Domino's for dinner and then we watched the firework display shown on tv before walking to Hsiu Li's place to hang out. We played poker the whole night while eating chips and chicken strips and watched another firework display when it's midnight. Midnight indicates time to go home. Off we went. I was very energetic although it's already past my bedtime. I forced myself to sleep when it's about 2.30am. I still could hear Yi Tyeng and Bel talking in another room. When I woke up the next day, it's already 10.30am. Broke my record. I never woke up that late since I've moved here. Haha. I think my body is so used to having 8 hours of sleep everyday, which I reckon is good. =)

Choc Lava Cake

Chicken, feta and sundried tomato pasta bowl

Chicken Italiano

Meatosaurus

Cruiser Ice