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You know the way you act is gonna affect the people around you but still, you're doing it. You stupid immature girl! Well, this is the time of the month when I will eat anything I want. But I find that chocolate doesn't really help anymore. There's not even a tinge of happiness after having some chocolate melting in my mouth. No satisfaction at all. Perhaps I'm sick of chocolate. I wish! I felt the weight of a smile today. It's heavy. So heavy that I couldn't lift it up. It could be up for 2 seconds and down it went again. But I'm very sure that this kinda feeling will go away soon. Give me some time. I need time to deal with this.