slap

My brain automatically stops functioning at 10pm every single day. No matter how hard I try to keep myself awake. *slap slap* How am I going to study for supp with this kinda condition? Supp is this coming Wednesday. Hope I can pass this time. All the best for those who are given the second chance like me. =)

the edge. not the end.

It's not the end of the world. I got another chance to perform. I hope I will do well next week. Pray for me, please? No drama for me till next wed. =(

the unwillingness

My body always go against my will. I wanna sleep till at least 10am but woke up at 830am. I seriously hope that that's it for this semester. But still, I have this strong feeling. Perhaps I should just leave it for now and what till Wednesday. All I can do now is enjoy my "holiday" before my second rotation starts again.

It's a bliss to have someone to 'kiap' dishes for you. =)

Sometimes I wake up early in the morning, feel like slapping myself for sleeping so much. I slept from 2245 till 0745. 9 hours. I don't think any pharmacy student will dare to sleep so much as we have 2 exams coming up next week. It's not fine at all to have a nap at night. Maybe I should just stop that habit of mine, napping at 10-ish or 11-ish just to get some more energy to study till late night. BUT I never study till late night, to be honest. My brain just shuts down at 10-ish. Deng! If only my sleep hours equal to my study hours, that would be GREAT!

I woke up and logged in my FB, as usual. That's my routine. Checked out people's updates. Many are disappointed with the Thomas Cup result. Like duh~ It's held in Malaysia but they didn't even get the chance to make Malaysia proud. Such a shame. I saw from a friend's status, stating that Lin Dan took off his shirt and danced? For real? Maybe I should check that out later.

Sigh sigh sigh~ Sometimes I really wished that I had been studying hard since 1st year. Things would be so much easier now. 4th year is really a torture, I would say. At least for me. I'm disliking it. I miss uni life.

I was reading Jessica's blog just now. I realised that Melbourne people always celebrate their birthdays in some restaurant. Suddenly I feel like celebrating mine in a restaurant as well. Just to experience a different kinda feel. But that would be difficult. We're having rotation every day, exhausted from the 8am-5pm shift. Who on earth will still have time to have dinner at night in some fancy restaurant? Dream on, Ling Weng. Dream on.

I'm going out for grocery shopping soon. Tata~

slap slap

Mengapa 4th year begitu susah untuk diharungi? Kenapa? Kenapa? Kenapa? Aku akan berjumpa dengan mu lagi, sup. Aku benci akan mu tapi perlukan mu untuk balik ke Malaysia for good. I need Zyprexa now.

the end of dds life

Pharmacy is where I started my work experience. Pharmacy is where I earn my first income. Today, it's my last day in DDS. I'm gonna miss the time I had with all the staffs there. 10 weeks are not a short period of time. I had fun working with them although working is really tiring because I had to do everything, basically. I guess that's something which I'll remember for the rest of life. My first ever working experience. I got my first $$$ today not because of my rotation (rotation is FOC), but I worked extra hours to help out in the pharmacy. It's so much easier to earn money here than back in Malaysia. I was so happy to receive the money. $$ coming in after 23 years of living on earth. I feel like shopping after receiving that money. Too bad. I don't have the time. Not like Miss H who always gets her manicure done. =P

Eric (my preceptor who likes to joke around with me) and
Marshall (worked with him 3 days/week, good guy, helped me a lot)

Miri, a Korean girl who helped me a lot
and she's getting married soon...

Esther, friendly and nice.
hope she can survive dds life since it's pretty busy there.

A gift from Marshall and Fu Shan.
Thanks!!! Was really surprised. =)

I didn't get to take a picture with Caroline and Hollie because I didn't bring my camera when they were there. But I'm gonna see them in the next few weeks time. Hopefully, I'll get the chance to take a picture with them. =) DDS people are so nice and friendly. I shall visit when I'm free. Time to work hard on my oral exam. Next Wednesday. Wish me luck and pray that I pass my oral exam!

zzz

I just feel like jumping to my bed now. SOOOOOOOOOO sleepy. Hate the fact that I can't sleep when I actually feel sleepy. And, I actually napped for 30 minutes before cooking dinner today. This proved that I'm exhausted. From work. What else.