craving...

gong pia
YUM YUM!!!!!! love it!!!!!!

apam balik

i love the super thick apam balik with lotsa peanut and butter inside

rojak
i love my rojak with lotsa peanut and gravy

sri muka

i just realised it's called sri muka
my mom always buys this for my breakfast

satay

love to dip it in sauce full with peanuts

ais kacang
OMG!!! i super love it!!!!!!
i know it's super sweet but i like =P


I'M HUNGRY!!!!!!!

no matter

suddenly, i fall in love with this song...

doesn't matter whom you are with
doesn't matter where you are going
don't you know i'm still waiting here for you
and pray for you

in the sunny days, sun will light your day
in the windy days, wind will lead your way
i have to say you're my treasure moments
never gonna walk away

in the rainy days, rains will share my tears
in the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
just go your way and leave things all behind
spread your wings and fly away

i'm pretending you're mine
i'm wishing you'll be fine
the moments we share never die
you've made a difference to my life
and let me realise
the feeling i've got deep inside

hell is a place for you!

When you're in the process of recovering, you got to know that your friend is hurt by a damn a****** who you thought will bring happiness to your friend. My heart is feeling her pain. I can't be by her side to comfort her. I can only sms her to show my care. I feel the pain once again. How could I ever forget the pain?

YES!

Yes! I did it! So happy now! Welcome to 2nd sem of 2nd year!!! Thanks for all the support that you've all given me!!!

What are friends for? Friends are always there when you need them

in the process

Thought that I would be strong enough to handle it. I cleaned my room, did my laundry, watched drama series, and ate lots of sweet junk food. Just wanna keep on making myself occupied. Had a great laugh last night. Thanks to the drama series. I had a dream this morning. A dream that once again revealed the fragile me but after a big cry, everything is back to normal. Thought that I'm prepared for the things that are going to happen in the future. Guess not. Sometimes I wake up with disbelief. I don't understand why things ended up like this. The wound has not recovered yet. Sometimes the wound still hurts. Sometimes it just feels numb. Things will get better soon. I hope. Well, it's kinda boring staying at home, doing the same old thing every single day. The weather refrained me from going out. I did go to Carousel the other day but there wasn't any mood to shop. Usually, I'll spend a long time trying out clothes in those shops. On that day, nothing was special to me. Everything seemed so dull and ugly. That's so not me. BUT, I have confidence that one day I'll be the normal me once again. =)

over

Have you ever dreamed of your future full with happiness? Perhaps only foolish people do this kinda thing and I'm one of them. I know that there's always ups and downs in our life. I was really sad when I got the news about my result. I was given a second chance and I really appreciate that. I was so happy this morning as I thought that the worst was over. I'd been trapping myself in my house for more than a week to study for my supp. I only went out for like three times since I came back from NZ. For grocery, check mailbox [to destress], and consultation. I thought that I can start to enjoy my holidays now. But guess what? I was given a BIG bomb from someone. I seriously didn't know what to do but to cry out loud. The usual me. I needed time to be alone. So, ignorance is the way out. There's nothing I can do now. So, there's no point of thinking about it anymore [though I still will]. Look forward! Yes, I know that's what I should do now but it's hard. I really need time for that. Thanks to those who cared about me. I hope that I can get over it soon. Keep comforting myself that this is not the end of the world. Just let time heal the wound. Hope the wound won't leave a scar behind.

"when something real bad happens,
if it doesn't make us die,
it'll only make us stronger"
[thanks, yijia]

♥ l.o.v.e. ♥

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

I Corinthians 13:4-8

lost

where is my mug of warm water when i need one?

back

NZ was really fun. Too bad. I can't continue the 'funness'. Time to jia you again. Hope it will be better this time.