a place where i have my say: May 2008

Friday, May 16, 2008

h.o.m.e.s.i.c.k.

me.the.vulnerable.one.missing.home.right.now.wanna.fly.home.now.
and.be.with.my.loved.ones.who.care.for.me.and.love.me.so.much.
more.than.anyone.else.

Monday, May 12, 2008

recently, i feel that all the food i consumed is tasteless, tasteless, tasteless, tasteless and tasteless. i find life not as interesting as before. dull. boring. no climax. no suspense. no surprise. nothing. it's just a straight line. with all those obstacles ahead. i don't know what is life about now. what is wrong with me?

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Birthday, Conney!!!

11th May 2008. Conney's 21st birthday [Mother's Day as well]. Think her 21st birthday is gonna very special as she has someone special to make her birthday a sweet and unique one. Nothing much to say. As usual, "happy birthday", "may all your dreams and wishes come true", "all the best in Tasmania". =)

Our friendship started in INTEC but it will not just end there although we are now separated from each other. I got to know her more in Year 12 since she's my classmate. Didn't know that she's such a crazy and funny girl. I still can remember the way she laughs. So unique and funny as well. I really enjoyed the times we had together and I believe that we'll enjoy more times together in the future. Our friendship goes on, no matter what happens. Let's recap all the memories we had together since we met.

posing together in Genting

surrounded by clowns in Genting

had fun together in Genting

wondering why I put 2 peaces on my face? you'll know later

reunion in Melbourne [winter 2007]

in Melbourne Uni

reunion in Times Square, KL [summer 2007]

Ausmat Dinner 2006

now you know the reason behind the two peaces?

For Conney,
As you turn 21, may you enjoy looking forward to all of life's possibilities, all you have yet to see, to do and to be... Happy Birthday... friends forever...

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Nelly Furtado - In God's Hands

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
You couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands

Oh it didn't last
It's a thing of the past
No we didn't understand
Oh just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had

Appreciate

What should I say now? Just appreciate the things around you when they are still there. You'll be terribly sad when you lose them one day. Like how I'm feeling now. I went back to Belmont [auntie's favourite place], hoping that the pair of boots is still there. The first time I saw the boots was like 3 weeks ago. 3 weeks can really make a BIG difference.

Those sizes that I saw today were size 8 - 10. I want size 6!!! I tried size 6 before and it fits me. Sob sob. I should have bought it last 3 weeks. I didn't buy at that time as I thought that it would be hard to match my clothes. However, when I saw the boots again just now, I thought, "Hmm.. it should be ok with my jeans." So, I tried to find size 6 but in vain.

I told myself that I've actually saved the money for other stuff. Hmm... Just trying to make myself feel better. Yi Tyeng also told me to get over it. It's just a pair of boots. I think I'll forget about the boots thingy after few weeks more perhaps? Whatever!!! I shall say goodbye to the pair of boots. I won't die without the boots. Life goes on, right? =)