I'm gonna be so dead =s

I have to be brave to admit your mistake and be responsible for it.

"Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead..."
Phil 3:13

Got this from a friend's blog. Find it very meaningful. Sometimes we just have to walk towards our future without looking what's behind us. Just let those things that had happened be left behind or buried deep in our hearts. You can't change the past anymore. The past is always the past. So, why not choose to lead a better life by planning a brighter future ahead? Look at the world with faith, love and hope. Walk with your head up and not down. Don't let your world smothered by disappointment and sad memories. Lit up your life with a smile and expand your circle of friends. You'll find your life much happier than ever. Give yourself or the others a second chance to turn over a new leaf. You might regret in the future for not giving yourself or the others a second chance. Some people might not even have a second chance in their lives. A second chance is for you or the others to do better and to prove to yourself and the world that you can do it. Bear in mind that life is never ever gonna be ended by us. We have no right to end our lives whenever we want to. Think about your family, your friends, your loved ones. Can you imagine how sad they are going to be without you in their lives? Life is just so precious. Some people in this world might not even have the chance to live as long as we do although they yearn for a long life. Learn to appreciate life, learn to accept things, learn to open your heart for the others. Just let things be natural. Don't force yourself to do anything that you dislike. Be yourself.

It's 25th February and it's emo-ist's birthday!!!

Lunch at Wong's Hawker

a simple chocolate / fat birthday cake

HaPpY BiRthDaY!!!

Uni is gonna start tomorrow. Suddenly you feel that many things have changed in your life. They aren't the same anymore. Not what you expect to get anymore. Anything bad can happen anytime aka "malang tidak berbau". You might get a shocking news any moment. You'll be stunned by the news and you'll feel sorry for that someone or perhaps you yourself. You can't imagine the ordeal that person has to go through. You pity that person so much but you can't do anything at all. You pray that every single day of yours is filled with love and support from your family and friends. You wish that nothing will change forever. You wish that there's peace everywhere around the world and there's someone out there who'll be there for you every single second of your life. You want everything to be perfect in this world but that's not gonna happen and you know that very well. You want everything to be like what you've planned but the road of life is not gonna be that smooth. There's always ups and downs in your life. Just muster up your courage and face the obstacles. You must have confidence in yourself. I know I don't have this. That's my weakness. Lack of confidence. Try to be an optimistic person since you know you're the top pessimist in the world. Just try everything that you can to be a better person in a new year. People do change, you know?

I just reached Perth. My flight was at 1240pm from Brunei to Perth. Reached Perth International Airport at about 7pm. One hour gone due to daylight saving. Waited for my luggages for so long. Had to declare some herbs that I brought to Perth. Long queue again. Life is all about waiting patiently, isn't it? Waited for my keys in front of VH's office, moved my luggages into my room and went out for dinner. Kinda not used to the portion of food in Perth. Way too much ok?? Must learn to eat less and share among friends.

Glad that I reached the target that I set before I left Perth last year. Target for my weight, I meant. Hehe. Lost some weight when I went back to Miri. So happy. Hope that I won't gain too much when I come back to Perth. Really hope that I can maintain this weight. =P

So sleepy now. Exhausted. Wanna have a good night sleep now. There'll be an orientation tomorrow at 8am. So damn early. Sigh. Hope that I can have a sweet sweet dream tonight since I suffered too much today. =)